My sweet girl, Bebe, I made one of the hardest decisions of my life when I decided you were suffering enough and it was time for you to move on to a peaceful, pain free place, where hopefully we will meet again. I think about you every day, all day and there’s a huge void in my life now. I miss your unconditional love that you have sowed me from the moment I found you. There are times I think I see you out of the corner of my eye and when reality confirms I didn’t, I am sad once again. I miss so much about you but, physically holding you hurts me the most. I all of a sudden have Cardinals visiting me every day now. Is it you and maybe Boomer or Brutus? I like to think so. I love you Bebe!