Ruu Ruu

Hey, bubby, How you doin? Are you feeling better? No more pain? I know you can't read, but I hope you understand this all the same. We all miss you so much and it hit us all so hard that you had to go. Everyone cried. Everyone was upset. You touched so many lives in your short 6 years. I couldn't imagine having raised a dog so smart and so sweet. You were such a loving pupper even when you were being a brat. No matter what animal we might get later they will never be the same as you. No dog could ever replace the space you hold in my heart. You and me were thick as thieves. Both whiny little brats too cute for our own good. You looked like my dad and acted like me. It was great, it was hilarious, it was happy. So much happened, but it'll never feel like enough. This wasn't enough time. This came on so suddenly and now you're in a box on my dresser. I love you, Ruu Ruu. My little puppy wuppy pie. I'll be there as soon as I can; for more tummy scratches, lazy days, play time and treats. We'll all be there to see you, baby. I love you from here to the furthest galaxy's stars. I hope you know that because I felt it every day I looked at you and every night we slept together. Every moment was precious and unforgettable. Thank you for giving me kisses as soon as I asked for them and for cuddling with me until your final hours. I love you and always will.

Hey, bubby, We got you a brother. His name's Wesker. And it looks like he already knows all the rules. He's claimed every spot on the bed just like you did. He's spending more time cuddling with daddy; a lot like you did when I would stay up too late. I think he might be a daddy's boy. I think that's okay because I know that I need him to help me feel better, but I think daddy needs a pupper that's attached to him like you were to me. I can't say I'm not disappointed, but I'm okay with that. I love you bubby. Thank you for watching over me; over us, I can feel you all over the house <3

Hey, bubby, I still get sad (it's only been a few days of course I do), but Wesker is helping. Do you like him bubby? Or is he too wild? He's a lot more energetic than you were as a puppy. Bigger too. Loud. You can see that, though. I feel like I don't need to write these to you because you're home now, but I want to. I want to get the thoughts out so I don't feel so lonely. So my memories of you can be happy and not sad. I miss you so much Ruu Ruu. Every day is weird and different and sometimes even feel wrong when you're not here. I wish I could cuddle you again, mess with you, play with you and even have you begging for my food and treats. I love you bubby. I love you so so much. I love you more than I can describe. I miss you <3

I can't believe it's been almost 5 years. I know I haven't commented, but I think about you all the time. Every time your death day comes close I get depressed and miss you more than I could ever express. I try to celebrate your birthday, but it's still so hard for me. I just miss you so much. You'd be such an old man now (11)! Wesker will be as old as you were when you passed in December. It makes me anxious. I wish it didn't. Thank you for being a part of my life. You made it special. I love you so much, bubby <3

It's been another 3 years, Bubby. Everyone still misses you. Some bad things have happened, but so have some good things. Wesker is as whiny as ever. He looks like an old man now (he's 7!). Me and daddy are pretty much the same. We're trying to take care of ourselves better. Especially since you have a little sister now C: That's right! Your mama had a baby 💜 I wish you could me her. She's beautiful. I think you'd love her. Wesker seems to, at least. That hole I had in my heart after losing you is still there, but it's smaller. Our family seems more complete now. She makes us so happy and when Wesker joins us for cuddles, it's the absolute best. We love you so much, Bubby. My little puppy wuppy pie. My sunshine ☀️