Shylo LaRue Frigo

Mama missed you today, our first Mother's day apart. I was so blessed to be your Mom my sweet sweet girl. Don't forget me.

Been thinking of you so much, my heart misses you. You are never far from my mind and always in my heart. Gosh, I was so lucky to be your Mom, what a gift. I hope you found Sadie & met Scrapper & Licorice and Grandma too. Bugsy & Chi Chi miss you too, life is just not the same without my diamond girl.

Hey sweet sweet girl, I am missing you so much today. I sure hope you know just how much you were loved. My heart aches to pet your soft ears, and play with you, the way your eyes smiled. Play nice with Scrapper, she loved me too, watch Licorice spin in circles laying down, and you have fun with Sadie your best beagle buddy. Keep an eye on Bugsy & Chi Chi, they miss you but nobody quite misses you as much as I do. If only you could lick away my tears.

Shylo, sweet Shylo, today has been difficult, today would have been your 10th Gotcha Day, I thought about this day a few years back, and thought it would be a great celebration and milestone, never did I imagine you would not be here with me. Today we celebrate you, even without you beside us, I wore your jewelry, listened to your playlist and looked at pictures, videos are a bit too hard today. I listened to one of the songs I added after you left us, really listened to it today, it was like you were talking to me, it said just think of me and I will be there and I do feel you today. It is a beautiful warm and sunny day. I am hopeful you will make me a beautiful sunset to let me know you thought of me today too. It was a perfect day, except that you are no longer here. You have taught me so much, no matter your upbringing, be yourself and love with all your heart, don't sweat the small stuff and forgive, and just be you. You are one smart beagle. I miss you Minky, I love you with my whole being. Thank you for being my best friend always and forever.

Happy New Year my sweet love. We think of you so often and sure do miss you. You were the most scared dog I had ever met and knew our home would be perfect for you to heal, which you did all on your own. I still wear your ring every day, as well as Sadies too. You were the funniest and best dog ever. I heard your song Diamond Girl today. I hate that you Lymphoma took you and the damage it did. You did not deserve it. 9 years was not long enough but I am grateful for each day we had together. Just miss you but I know you are happy in heaven, which is all I could ever want for you. I notice all your sunsets, they are truly beautiful. I know other people notice them, but they don't know that Shylo helped God create them just for me, the night we lost you, on the way home, was the most beautiful sunset I had ever and will ever see in my life, I know it was you and then the Moon that night, you know your Dad loves Halloween and it was the scariest looking Moon and have never seen anything like it since, again it was you. I LOVE YOU FOREVER BABY GIRL!

Hi Sweet Sweet Girl! Tomorrow evening will mark one year since you went to live with our God. I am dreading this anniversary and have no idea how I made it a year without you. You have really been working on those beautiful sunsets, I look out the window every single night. I am going to try and remember all the good times, not the saddness of losing you and dealing with your horrible illness. Send my love to Sadie & Grandma as I know you are with them. Save me a seat on your heavenly loveseat. I love you always with my whole heart Shy Shy. We will see each other again one day, watch over me tomorrow.

Shy Shy, I miss my sweet baby girl so much. Today is one of those tough days, this marks 2 years this evening that you left us. I picture you happy, hanging with your grandma & grandpa, Sadie and Scrapper and Licorice too. The sun is shining here today just like you used to shine. I still can see you around the house in all you special nap spots. Not sure how it has been 2 years, it is still raw for me. Thank you for sending me the beautiful sunsets to let me know you are thinking about me too. Your 2 lil sisters are still here, Bugsy will be 10 this July. I will never forget how special you were and how big and forgiving your beautiful heart was. Your life did not start well, people let you down, somehow you escaped and went on a hard and long journey for us to find one another but God made that miracle happen, for both of us. You trusted me rather fast, still nervous, but trusting. I hope you get a great big meal of all your favorite human foods, nap in the sun, run and play with grandma and Sadie. I pray we will see each other again someday, I will keep asking God to make that happen. I love you Shylo, sweet Minky. I still wear the ring daily with your name on it to keep you close! Be a good girl but tear it up a little today, you deserve it. Maybe you can make a sunset for me tonite? Love and miss you beautiful girl, Love Mom